Recently I've come to the irritating recognition that my best songs are "better" than me.
They tend to affirm a higher calling or value (faith, love, forgiveness, generosity, hope...) that I want to live up to, but can't all the time.
A good song, though, lives up to a higher calling quite nicely. It expresses its main idea consistently and clearly, and doesn't mess up. Songs say something like "I believe in you" and leave out the real-life verse that goes, "even though I didn't act like that yesterday morning at breakfast".
Both parts of life's song are true...both the "good" and admirable part and the "ugh, I don't want anybody to know that" part.
Sometimes a little of that embarrassing stuff finds its way into a song and gives it depth and authenticity. Other times, the ungraceful, messy and unfinished parts are for our ears only. (And I think that's a good thing. The whole extended play version.)
When a song lives up to our highest callings, reflecting our deepest values in a clear and resonant way, we must continue to sing it--both for others and in our hearts--especially at the times when we lose confidence in ourselves. When we forget what we know.
In those confusing times, we can let our best songs lead us. They know the way.
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